I've Just Seen a Face

First off: I PASSED!!!! Hello 4th year!!! Please be kind to me :)

Anyways, regarding the title of the post, I met someone. Briefly. It was during an event my parents were invited to. Me and Micchy went shopping while they did their mingling (in other words we weren't invited, LOL). But after our yummy dinner (satisfied my Pasta alla Vongole craving), we went shopping and started to rceive phonecalls from my mom at an increasingly annoying frequency and urgency. Apparently "someone" wanted to meet us. But because the place she was at was sooooo boomingly noisy, Micchy had to shout into the phone like a mad person and people in the departmental store were throwing weird looks at us.

So we, in a slightly sour mood, begrudglingly trudged our way to the place. We got there and got introduced to this lady and her sons. Ahhhh no wonder....

Sadly, the place was really too noisy for any real conversation to take place. I could barely hear his name when we shook our hands. (Plus my mood was so sour it was probably plastered over my face... dammit!). I didnt know much about him at the time but later I found out he was a family member of a very important person, meaning in a fews years time he would be a very imprtant person himself too O_O. I cant really remeber his face as I didnt want to stare and be rude, but I do remember him being very nice and polite (his bro too).

AAAAAAHH why must I be a total asshat at the worst times????? I shouldve put on makeup that day and remove my tatty toenail polish!!! AAAARGH fate was good enough to throw me the oppurtunity to meet him once.... and I totally blew it. ;____;..... 

*headdesk* I will probably end up and old maid, surrounded with cats. Boo.

Pedo-dedo-deddle-dooo~

I just got back from Cameron Highlands..

It was a quick trip for my family along with my dad's high school classmates (2 of them made it up all the way from Singapore and Penang o_o)

And i can't stop obsessing about this boy! *dammit* He's a my dad's classmate's nephew. Nothing new, I've obsessed and cyberstalked people I've met on trips before...

Only this kid is a kid =_=. Like, 14 or 16 at the most. *Slaps self* Must...not...corrupt...images...of his... innocent... bodyface... >.<

AAAAARGH WTF IS HIS NAME SO I CAN CYBERSTALK GAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Sobsobsob... its times like these i feel being 21 = being old. I wanna be 16 all over again. Come back teenage angsty years~~~!!!

effing eff....

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

my exam is tommorrow and i don't feel prepared enough.... simply coz i haven't been preparing enough *headdesk*

i've been attempting to study since last Wednesday and yet i find a million and one ways to procrastinate! *why hello, i'm doing it this very minute!*

plsplsplspls lemme pass i need to pass i want to be tossed into the unforgiving jaws of clinical placements already dammit!!

on a side note, i had my first Calypso mango tonight (i probably had them before but never noticed the name, but as mango season is creeping up with so many types and price variety i started paying more attention). Calypsos are amazing. The flesh was bright yellow which made my skin crawl a little coz i associate bright lemon yellow with sour sour SOUR. But surprisingly, despite the color, the flesh was firm (did not reduce to watery mango pulp while i was butchering it with a shitty knife), and sweet with a lovely aroma! Plus my teeth were fibre free. Unlike my frustrating teeth picking experiences with Kensington Prides (which was delicously sweet only after semi decomposing in my referigerator omg i cant spell fridge =_=). Can't decide between them or my beloved R2E2's. I think the price difference should make the winner. I'll weigh them next time :D

Effing pea shoots

Argh I'm never buying pea shoots or atempting to make wraps for lunch EVER again.

I tried making "healthy" wholemeal lavash bread wraps for lunch with avocado, lean turkey breast slices, cherry tomatoes and PEA SHOOTS.

The wraps don't last very long, within 2 hours I'm starving =_=.

And the pea shoots. So damn difficult to chew ok! The second time I made the wraps I tried cutting them into half their lengths. Made no fucking difference.

Because I couldn't bite them off as i was I was biting into the wraps, I ended up swallowing the goddamn stalks whole. And we all know what happens when you dont chew stringy bits of veggies well. Fast forward 9 hours later and there I am in the toilet pulling strands of goddamn pea shoots out of my ass!! FML!

Its not as if I didnt try to chew, honest to God I tried my hardest. But the more I chewed and chewed and chewed the result I got after 5 minutes of continuous chewing of a mouthfull of pea shoots and I got this fibrous ball of stringy stuff that is beyond human mastication, which I had to force down with a gulp of water.

Moral of the story. Leave the pea shoots to the cows. Unless you've got four stomachs or don't mind pulling stringy bits out of your ass from time to time.

NO. limits.

No, NO, NO, NO!

I said that before once, and I will say it again 100%! Cant you get it through your fucking head?

Well I sure hope my message this time gets across well and clear to you this time (unlike last time God knows what sort of shit he told you but if those months of me avoiding you like the fucking PLAGUE was anything to go by you shouldve learnt your lesson then.)

And I sure have learnt MY lesson. And that is why, ladies, gentlemen and fucking twatheads, I will NEVER SETTLE FOR MEDIOCRE!

which is sadly what you are. "Oh I think girls shouldn't make themselves look pretty"... HAH! MY ASS! 

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This post prob did not make much sense if you werent me but i needed to get it off my chest because i feel a big peice of shit is gonna hit the fan and I took at whack at it before it could so i hope less shit will hit the fan now. See how it goes.

I might go batshit mad and turn into a hikikomori if it doesnt, God help me :(

Peanut butter & honey sandwich!

I was feeling peckish the other night so I rummaged in my food cupboard and took out 2 things:

A bottle of Vegemite. And a bottle of peanut butter.

I made a Vegemite sandwich. Did absolutely nothing for my hunger, it was like throwing teeny twigs into a raging furnace. Then I made a peanut butter sandwich. Much better, but something was missing.... (something sweet! i thought)

So i took a quick swipe at my housie's bottle of honey (he doesnt know haha) and drizzled it on my open faced peanut butter sandwich, ran back to my room, folded it and took a bite!!

Heaven!! Heaven!! Omg so bloody good even if its such a simple thing!!! 

The bad thing is i want to have more, and more, and more eventhough I am already stuffed I WANT MORE!!!

I therefore label this snack as super dangerous coz its making me go through loaves of bread like a starving cow to a grassy meadow. Plus my housemate is probably wondering why his bottle of honey seems so much more emptier now....

The Sims 3

My pizza-baby grew again. FML!

This is because I haven't been to the gym since last Wednesday. So much for getting fit again.

What does this have to do in relation to the post title?? Its BECAUSE of the stupid, addictive Sims3 that I have been skipping gym, study time AND sleep to play! 

Gawd, I need motivation. Speaking of motivation, he smiled and waved at me during dinner. Ahhh, motivation.....

But there was something in his smile that makes me worry abit... dundundun!*ominous sound*

Lets get physical~

Yeah so its been like nearly 2 weeks since I started gymming again, and this time I can see the results!

My pizza-baby bump has gone down from 4 months preggers to about 2 and 3/4 months! My tummy feels firmer (abs hiding behind layers of fat, boo :(..) and my ass feels firmer and my thighs have shrunk slightly (they're no longer sticking together, so the only parts that DO stick together are hidden by a miniskirts length and thats all that matters haha)

Once my baby bump has gone down to about 1 month preggers AND my back fat goes away, then i'll be truly happy haha. I hope this time the boobs stay...

Its amazing the motivation one guy can give to you to look good. Oh, and bikini season is like 5 weeks away. Helloooooo spring!

Though I must admit I have been controlling my caloric intake as well. I supplement my breakfast with 1 spoon of Horley's Sculpt protein powder(add to my usual cereal+yogurt mix) so i dont feel peckish before lunchtime and have as healthy a lunch as I can with fruit and lots of veggies (1/2 a pizza instead of a whole pizza and with veggies to boot! must... control.... pizza-baby bump...) and then I skip dessert for dinner and I have a Sculpt shake post-excercise so I probably am getting a negative energy balance, which is good for now :)

A receding hairline does not stop the player nor the ladies!

His name is Bart. :D

The bastard forgot my name haha. But no matter. As long as I don't forget his!

He's always welcome to call me Amy though :P...

Harimau mati meninggalkan belang, manusia mati meninggalkan nama

Literally translates to : When a tiger dies, it leaves behind its stripes... When a person dies, he/she leaves behind their name.

A moment of silence please, for the great Yasmin Ahmad, story teller and film maker, has passed away last night (July 25th). 

I thought she was amazing, the Petronas ads she made always stuck a chord in me and i always looked forward to watching them during the festival months. Sepet was one movie which was unforgettable for me as well, i mean, come on, a Malay girl entering a coffee shop in which a man was chopping siew yoke at the front??? And she said "Wah, smells so good!" as well!! Amazing! And she used a chinese song for the opening credits, as well as for various parts in the movie! How refreshing for a "Malay" movie!

And  she never stopped making movies which won awards after awards. Its a shame Malaysia did not give her the respect and acknowledgement that I felt she deserved. But in anycase, life is short. It was only 3 days ago she was still happily typing stuff on her blog, and today she is no longer alive.

I will miss reading the things on her blog. I will also miss the movies that might have been made by her, as she was rising in fame.

P.S: She died of a stroke and brain hemmorage. So in this moment I'd like to say as well, watch your diets people! Stroke is a silent killer!

Tadaima~

First off: I passed my exams. Yay. 

Managed to come back from Melbourne healthy and swine-flu free! :D Tasmania was lovely, I dont think Hobart is as ulu as I thought it would be (heck, I doubt anywhere could be more ulu than Newcastle, hah!)

Sadly there was no snow in Tas, only ice, lots of slipper ice. No matter, I built an iceman with June! We found an abandoned carrot right at the top of Mt Wellington, and built him with our feet (i know, wtf right?) and bare hands (suffered mild frostbite after that, my hands felt like they were on fire!)

Ooh, Walter, if you're reading this, I found lambic beers in Tas (of all places! haha) I bought 2 bottles, one Kriek and one Cassis. The brand is Lindemans.. I hope I won't be dissapointed. My friend bought a Peach flavoured one.

Met up with the lovely Julian on the first day, its a pity he decided to go home the day we arrive in Tas. But he took us out for dinner with Matt and then we all went for a ghost tour at an old prison-chapel. Went trekking around some national parks, saw Tasmanian devils (not in the wild haha) and a few other wildlife like platypus and padmelons in the wild! On the last day Matt invited us to his lovely home for dinner (which he made himself, risotto!) Hmm, i could see myself working in Tas in the future... boring as hell but all I really need is a good fast internet connection and tv and I'm set. If I can endure 4 years in Newy, whats another few more years?? Plus I'd be pretty close to Micchy if she makes it into Melb Uni :D

After Melb and Tas, we flew back to Sydney. Brought Ty & John to Din Tai Fung for  a dumpling dinner. Had a black sesame (♥!) ice cream for dessert, which was so effing good coz they sprinkled crushed black sesame powder which added a delicous sesame-ish crunch to the already yummy icecream!!! I love black sesameeeeeee!! June & Ty's mango pudding tasted pretty yum too. Went and watched Harry Potter after that.

Had a shitty experience when we got to Adriano Zumbo's back in Sydney on Saturday. Took Timmy to Balmain coz I thought he'd appreciate the boutique shops there (which he did! he found lots of Aalto designed stuff which he had been ranting on about before we caught the train into the city) Then took him to Adriano Zumbo, this time earlier than last time coz it was like only 2.30pm or so, and you know what? NOT A SINGLE FREAKING CAKE LEFT. Not even the dry, non-refridgerator ones. Even the macaroons were gone, only about 8 unsquashed ones left. All that was left were 2 baguettes, and 3 quiches. WTF! 

And i thought, never mind never mind, theres still the cafe to go to. Homfg the place was soooooo crowded with people, nearly all the choccies were bought out, when we finally got a table the only thing left was I'm a Macaroon Not a Hamburger and Miss Marple, Deconstructed. Which left me dissapointed coz i really really really want another orgasmThe Younger Years or at least if not that, try a Paris:La Vie en Rose. But the "hamburger" was tasty nonetheless. Still, I can only call that foreplay in relation to The Younger Years. Damn you, Master Chef! You've stolen my good cakes away from me!!!

The new kids have moved into IH. I dont get any new housies this semester, boo :(. But it may be a blessing, seems alot of them are Americans (not that i have anything against them :P... they're just so..... American *cough*dumbndrunk*cough*). When i was doing my laundry late Sunday night I bumped into a huge group of Europeans, and one guy stopped to talk to me. Me! Looking like an amah with her laundry basket! I thought he was hot (fine lah, not that hot, as one girl pointedly said, he has a receding hairline wtf but so do I ok!) But he is tall, slightly tanned, curlycurly hair, has an accent and has a super big grin ok whats there not to love (other than the fact he could be gay :O)? 

I. Must. Talk. To. Him. On. Monday. Night! Zettai niiiiiiii!!!!!!! *fuyoh, bersemangat!*. And then after that I can go back to becoming the nerd hermit crab that I am and crawl back into my shell of a room for the rest of the semester, as my timetable this sem has been specially drawn out by the Devil himself. Oh God help meeeeeeeeee ;_____;

Where I compare Rupe Grint to a nice medium-rare juicy juicy steak...

I just watched the trailer of Cherrybomb (which stars Rupert Grint) and a couple of pics from a Photoshoot which has him looking painfully sexxeh!!

I mean, I'm so used to seeing him as a dorky teenage boy, and now (maybe its the hairstyling?) he looks like he's grown up and finally dishing out some sex appeal instead of dork appeal (which is nice too, but doesnt start you off on a Youtube frenzy *headdesk*

Its also nice to see that he has a good, proper meaty body (something todays young actors kinda lack o_o) which reminds me of Dan Radcliffe pre-Equus days. Not fat, but not thin or rock hard muscular and sculpted *ahemdanielradcliffeeahem*, just nice and meaty :D. Like you could sink your teeth into him and get a satisfying mouthfull, and not chip your tooth off some abs of steel.

Ooh and he's not a hairy beast either, unlike some of his Harry Potter co-stars :P (sorry Daniel Radcliffe, but your chest and belly hair scares me 0_o) But then again they may have shaved it all off for the movie. But why??? Its not very often you see red chest hair and red pubes on the big screen yanno! At least give me that chance to get freaked out!!!

Ok. Back to perving. ~~ *floats away happily*

Sydney: Episode 2

So I went to Sydney again on Friday, that makes is twice in a week now hehehe...

We got there around lunchtime so we popped by Chinatown to fulfill our egg-tart cravings, or in my case (since I had that already on Tuesday), char-siu-soh which is a triangular butter pastry with a BBQ pork filling. Then we walked allllll the way to the Sydney Fish Markets because June hasn't been there before and the last time (and first time!) i went there was more than 2 years ago.

There we got some sashimi, which was 6AUD for 100g of tuna... but they gave us shitty cuts :( I think all the good cuts went to the restaurants. It was really fresh though. Then I die-die also wanted to eat oysters. Christies has the most variety, i think. Their oysters are 14.99AUD per dozen. I asked the cute Jap dude handling the oyster bar which one he'd recommend (heck I can't tell oysters apart wtf) and he recommended these teeny teeny oysters called Kumamoto.

At first I felt ripped off, coz for the same price I was paying I could get 12 gigantic oyters like the ones we usually get at a fancy buffet in a 5-star hotel. Those take up 2 serving dishes whereas these tiny babies barely filled up a single serving dish!!

Lucky for me, it turns out neither June nor Eva wanted to share the oysters (I took a dozen thinking they would want some as well). So maybe it was a blessing that I got the tiny ones. But oh man, they were soooo AWESOME. They were really sweet, light and not over-creamy! I don't really know how to explain it in words, but lets just say I polished off all twelve of those babies faster than eating 12 chicken nuggets. SO GOOD!! And I could have eaten another 12 of them easily, had I been richer lol.

When we left the fish market, I passed by the oyster bar and spotted Sydney Rock Oysters, I took a look at the gigantic creamy blob and shuddered. I think Kumamotos have spoilt me now. Damn.

Next stop: Balmain for.... Adriano Zumbo!! WOOTWOOOOOOOOT!!!

I first forced some friends to go there last year (Balmain is unchartered Sydney territory to us!!) all because I heard there was a magicianpatissier who made fantastic cakes (or works of art!) and macarons.

I wasn't dissapointed. The macarons were yummy, there was a wide variety, and he had the more uncommon flavours going on.. (rice pudding flavour had real smashed up bits of rice grains in it!) such as salt&vinegar and wasabi. The cakes are out of this world, and they have interesting names to boot (I still remember one of them was called Ed Knocked Me Up). Macarons go for 2AUD each. I picked one rice pudding and one gandujia&pinenut and one salted popcorn one, the other ones were mandarin&tonka bean, pistachio, chocolate, earl grey, baklava, salt&vinegar, raspberry, and i cant remember the rest. 

This time we paid a visit to his relatively new cafe, and had a yummy yummy fun dish called The Younger Years, which was a hot fondant cake (the cake was so soft, and the chocolate inside.... ooh) served with a peanut butter gelato sprinkled with crunchy peanut caramel. But the fun bit was it came in a metal kidney dish (the kind they make you pee in at the clinic) along with a syringe filled with vanilla anglaise cream and raspberry coulis, which you stab into the fondant cake and inject!!!

We intended to snap a picture for memories, but that cake dissapeared way too fast (among moans and sighs and countless "so goooood" from June :P) that all I had was a picture of an empty kidney dish with some leftover "blood" dripping from the used syringe. :P.

I ordered a mocha as well. Best mocha I had so far.

I heard Zumbo himself recently got back from France after apprenticing at Pierre Herme. Mm. I wonder what new tasty treats he'd make from all that new experience... *slurps in anticipation*

Third Stop: Dinner at Nazimi.

Nazimi is a quaint Japanese restaurant hidden away on the basement floor of a building opposite the Queen Vic. Building. Its not fancy food, but its simple, authentic Japanese food at a reasonable price. I shared a gyoza with June, and had a Spider Roll (deepfried softshell crab with avocado) for myself. Yum.

Had fun attempting to open a Ramune bottle. Gave up and had to beg a waitress for help haha.

After that we made our way to the Lindt Chocolate Cafe at Darling Harbour. They sold macarons there as well, I bought a vanilla, hazelnut, rose and chocolate one (made with Lindt 70% dark choc). They also were 2AUD per macaron. June and her friend got a hot chocolate each. It smelt so good, the aroma of melted fine chocolate instead of the shitty powdery mix ones that come out of the dining hall hot chocolate machine.

Last Stop: Siu Loong Pau (or Xiao Long Bao) at Din Tai Fung, World Square Sydney

Theres a Din Tai Fung back home at the Gardens, I ate there once before and didn't think it was all that special (hey, i'm a Dragon-i fan ok) but here in Sydney when you want Siu Loong Bao, the only place you're getting good ones are at Din Tai Fung!!

June never had them either so this was an excuse to get lunch there!! We had to wait in line for a while, but it was worth it! 6 Siu Loong Paus for 8.80AUD. And they were so good! Quality wise the soup was nicer than Dragon-i! Commence the moany "so goooooood"s from June heheh. And I ordered a fried rice with fried pork to share, and that was 12.80AUD. So for about 10 bucks each, we had a yummy lunch!

I wish I lived in Sydney instead of a butt-hurting 3 hour trainride away.

Ooh and bought some Gyoza skins. Gyoza making time!!

Hold on to your Johnny...

Yesterday I watched all the episodes of Eden of the East (Higashi no Eden).

Omg I love it so much. Maybe because the characters were designed by Umino Chika, so it had that HachiKuro feel to it. Also, the main protagonist, Akira Takizawa, reminds me alot of Morita (toned down a little heheh).

It has some mystery in it and some comedy. Its a nice anime. I wished it was slightly longer than 11 episodes though.

And wheres the romance dammit!! Don't just leave it hanging there like that!

Minus the plot holes, I highly recommend this. 

Right now I have this desperate craving for ToSiLog. Thats a Filipino breakfast(or actually, anytime:P) dish consisting of Tocino (cured pork), Sinangag (garlic fried rice) and Itlog (fried egg). June, Jayron and Ryan got together and made some on Tuesday morning (granted, they used a premix for the Tocino by Mama Sita's). Homg awesome stuff man. Simple, but awesome nonetheless. What a good start to the day.

Then we caught the train to Sydney to watch Transformers 2 at the IMAX theatre. We got here around lunchtime, had a good dimsum/yumcha lunch, and bummed around Darling Harbour. Then we met up the the Sydney Trio and had dinner with them at a Korean restaurant. Then we made our way back to the IMAX theatre and waited till 12.01am. While waiting in line i think we played easily more than 100 rounds of UNO wtf.

And I think I may be going to Sydney again tommorrow. Byebye money! *throws money into the wind and waves wistfully*

Oh yeah. I thought Angels and Demonds was dissapointing. The others who couldnt remember the book thought it to be good though! 

fuck this shiet!

http://www.scarleteen.com/blog/heather/2009/04/29/in_which_were_reminded_again_that_abstinence_pledges_dont_work

I came across this article while surfing Scarleteen, which I highly endorse to all young women out there (empower yourselves!). Why the heck am I not surprised.

Effing hypocrites. (No offense, Prissy D: Imma do some Christian bashing nao!) I am aiming my rage at the male species however. Esp the Christian kind. Especially especially at the ones who act holier than me and yet screw their holier than me Christian girlfriend secretly. ふざけんな! I can hear you through these goddamn walls OK! (I dont know if i heard wrongly, but even so it made me mad enough)

Example no. 2: The guy, J, that I mentioned a few posts back. Can't be all grabby with his pure, pristine, Christian  asian girlfriend, so he makes passes at us, "immoral" atheists, taking oppurtunity to grope my boobs last year, passing comments that would usually be classified as sexual harrasment if we were in a working environment and so forth (especially stuff abt Eva's and Nolan's sex life wtf). Sure he is a great friend, but in that sexual aspect, why is there the difference between me, the non-believer who has to put up with that sort of shit, and the Christian girls who never get any of that? Its so unfair! And such a hypocrite of him too! *angry angry*

Sometimes, when I think evilly, I feel like I should go to church, be a "Christian" on the surface, act all frakking goody-goody, seduce a couple of goody-goody Christian boys (because in the end, they ARE human, and we allll know what supression does to your urges....), and shag their brains out and then leave them hanging dry, as revenge for all that shit, frustration and hurt its caused me so far. But I won't ever though. That'll make God super angry (because I'm using Him to get even), and I don't want any bad karma/divine retribution/whatever u call it. So i'll just sit back and frus over it silently and contemplate asexualism.

FREEDOM!

O hai iz me.

I am now free!!! My exams are over so hello to 6 weeks of nothing-ness, and perhaps at some point, holiday adventures!

So far I have scored a HD for Japanese (hohoho ii gakusei da!) so that leaves 2 more which i will know my fate on the 10th of July *ominous sound effect!!*

I'm spending way too much money as June is birthdays galore! So far i've been to 5 birthdays and its only the 2nd week of June. Plus I've been eating out alot. My poor pocket *pardon the pun* is tutting in dissapointment.

Yeah. But i already paid 22 bucks to watch a movie (freaking 70-something ringgit!! for a movie!) in sydney and i bet more money will be leaving my pocket...

So shaddup pocket. I promies I'll eat and live like a beggar after the hols. Boo.

*poot* Oops... eheheh :P

Haha I am only tping this because remembering it makes me giggle alone in my room like an idiot haha...

I don't know why (ok, so maybe i do have a vague idea) but I've been bloaty all day and the gas was just building up. Then abt half an hour ago I got back from the farewell dinner and get changed into my homey clothes i.e. a pair of well worn shorts with a fitting tank top. I went downstairs to make my usual nightly cup of rooibos tea when Jeram walked through the door.

He comes right over and wraps his arms around my waist from behind (haha this is nothing new he is always sexualy harassing us wtf wtf =_= but he has a girlfriend already so he is probably taking advantage of the fact the we are so very 'docile') so I bear with it. Only he launches a full tickle attack and of course i start wailing and screaming my head off.

And then i farted. Yup. A poot. Oops. Thats when I wriggled free and zoomed to the other end of the kitchen. I seriously hoped he didnt hear it. Or worse, smelt it. He'd never let me live another day without reminding me "of that time you farted when I poked you"... urgh =_=..

And then he gives me two proper hugs before leaving. And I thought aww... no tickle attempts... no pervert attempts... thats nice of Jeram! Then he makes a comment on my boobs =_=. Turns out he did the second hug just to feel them up again. Jeram will be Jeram. I wonder what he's like around Joyce.... (both of them being devout Christians and all that... hah!)

Changes

After the past few clinical lectures, I kinda realise i need to make some changes to my lifestyle and health.

Some resolutions:

1. After my bottle of Chivas runs out, I'm not buying alcohol again. I think i shall try to avoid it at all costs.

2. I will buy SPAM no more than once in 2 months.

3. I will try to eat fruit once a day (winter fruits suck!! come back, seedless cheap grapes!)

4. I will try to excercise =_= (after my exams haha when i have eight weeks of nothing-to-do-ness)

Coz it will be a big joke if I die or get those disease which I am trying to prevent in other people. I don't wanna be a hypocrite!

And worse of all... I don't wanna inject insulin for the rest of my adult life!!!! ;A;.... *pinches abdominal fat protectively*

Come back! I can't live without youuuu~

Yes. Now that my rice cooker has died on me, I miss it more than ever.

I kinda suspected something was amiss when the clock on the rice cooker constantly said "11.48" and one day it dissapeared. I don't know whats wrong with it. It just died. I'm pretty sure I did not hurl it against the wall in a fit of abusive anger... though I must admit that there were times I couldn't be bothered to wipe the bottom of the pot befor sticking it in the cooker :P

But sure just that teensy weensy bit of water couldnt be the source of damage, could it? I've only been using it for slightly more than a year! Stupid Philips rice cooker!!! *GRRRR*

How am I supposed to have rice now?? :__;... I was looking forward to hot fluffy rice served with hot side dishes during these cold winter months...

Come baaaaaack~!

Yong Tau Fu

Right now I have an insane craving for Yong Tau Foo (tofu/beancurd skins/certain vegetables stuffed with fish paste), especially the deep fried fu chuk ones.

If I don't have any soon I think I might die!! D:!! I can kind of empathise with Rapunzel's mom when she wanted those veggies from the witch's garden.

*Starts frantically googling recipes. Or places in Sydney that might sell them*

... i wanna go home :(

Every Last Drop

Yesterday was a nice lazy day out...

We went to Hunter Street for a big brunch, after I sucessfully convinced them NOT to have KFC because I had Hungry Jacks (Burger King!, don't know why they rename everything in Australia..) for dinner the night before.

Anyway, June suggested this place where according to her they had awesome banana smoothies so we looked and found a cafe called Every Last Drop which had a funky menu board, which also boasted banana smoothies!

So us girlies ordered a banana+dutch chocolate+ice cream smoothie named "The Bomb", and Green Eggs & Ham brekkie, which was pesto scrambled eggs served with ham on 2 toasted slices of wholegrain sourdough, topped with sauteed mushrooms and with a side of rocket and avocado. It was huge! And I gobbled it alllllll up. Heh heh heh. Its been so long since I had a big meal like that *cough*back home in Malaysia*cough* No wonder I was fat...

Then I got home and cooked Malaysian Curry Chicken for the international dinner. I put too much coconut cream+water in it, I think it killed the spiciness and made it too watery. Plus i had curry stains on my new-ish white shirt! ;__; They didnt come out even after washing...

Then I watched a movie with the rest. We were going to watch the Exorcism of Emily Rose, but the version John got was in Russian, with English subtitles (haha!) so we decided to watch something else and I picked a random one called Dororo. It wasn't too bad... but there was no real ending wtf it was abit frustrating!

I think I'd rather go watch a Stephen Chow movie. I was halfway through "Lucky Guy" when I got too sleepy.

I'm waiting for my parents to call, but I think I'll go get breakkie first. In my attempt to incorporate more dairy into my diet, I've been eating 5 spoons of yoghurt with breakfast cereal everyday for breakfast. Don't know if it helps much, but at least now theres some dairy instead of no dairy at all.

Holy Germany!

Kyaaaa!!

I had a loud squee moment, something about something being revealed about APH's Germany *hint: its in the title!*!!! Ooooooh devious devious Himaruya you really know how to pull at the yaoi fangirl's heart strings!

Oh and I went through the Christmas specials. Haha. So thats where all the pictures of France being a pervert and half naked European countries came from. I'd like to have a France Santa-san to come deliver me presents too!!

Piggy piggy...

Argh my muscles are aching so much I have been reduced to hobbling around like an old woman! After an absence of 5 weeks or so I decided to revisit the gym for 2 days in a row and its taking a toll on me :(

My butt muscle feels like its broken... all the way down to my knees. And the muscle around my knees are so sore, it's like I got hit by a car or something. Parking my bum down on a chair is pure torture!!! *whines somemore*

It's 10.30 pm and my stomach is growling.

I should stop looking at food/recipe blogs so late at night. I'm bound to snack! I shouldve brushed my teeth earlier, then maybe that would somewhat deter me from deviating haha...

I'm gonna make me some Neoguri ramen with kimchi and eomuk. Yum. Plus it'll keep me warm too! (excuses :P)

Some kind of future dietitian I am. But as I learn't today in class, I shouldnt be a 'diet Nazi' either. So there. I will have that 2000 plus kilojoules before bed tonight! >.>...

And then break my butt muscles all over again in the gym over the weekend, trying to lose it again :(

Tarou-chan!

Ooh, ooh, and Linny, in case you haven't seen any pics yet...

That's Tarou-chan! My cousin-in-law Miki-san gave birth to him a month ago, and FINALLY my sis sent me a photo of him! Isn't he cute? X3

I have to say I'm not too happy with the name he's given though. The poor kid would be teased to death in school. Though most likely he'd end up in the Jap School of KL, so i guess he'll be fine then.

He's got his dad's face but his mom's eyes. If he's got the Wong genes, chances are he'll grow up to be a heartbreaker. And I get to be the annoying aunt trying to set him up, lol.

Phail...

Its been a bleh week for me.

I did pretty OK for my clinical exam.. not too bad, but not as good either. As for my dietetic prac assignment, i expected good results coz Lesley didn't comment much about it when i submitted our drafts but the marks we recieved was appaling!!! I have lost condfidence for assignment 2 :(

Also I haven't contacted a Physio student yet to take a diet history. Plus my hetare group isn't getting around to even starting on it! Am I the only one freaking out!?!?!

Yet for all the freaking out I'm doing, I'm still procrastinating :P

And I started going back to the gym again. Not too sure if its another one of my methods of procrastination, but at least its good for health!

I crossed the mud path today and noticed a flock (is that the proper word?) of ducks. They are starting to look evil again. I hope they don't start producing little ducklings so soon just yet. I want to enjoy walking around freely without worrying about being attacked by ducks.

Take time to chew... OR ELSE! *dundundun!*

Yeah. So I pulled a leaf out of my butt today (don't ask... *headdesk*). Moral of the story: Chew your food properly dammit! Especially very very long pieces of seaweed. Or else! Butt pain!

Whilst in the process of, uh, removal of said leaf... I was thinking, how the heck do people even enjoy buttsex. Even a teeny teeeeeeeny thing (in diameters lol) like a smooth seaweed leaf can give me butt pain, let alone a *beep* (insert object/ body part here :P).

People must be crazy. Indeed.

Kimono Quilt!

The other day I was watching "He's Just Not That Into You" and at one scene in Anna's (Scarlett Johannsenn) bedroom, I couldnt help but notice the kimono-print quilt cover and matching pillow cases!! They were so pretty!!! I really really really wanted them!!!

So I couldnt take it anymore and I got into Stalker Mode and scrolled around IMDB and tried to get some leads. I found K.C.Fox, the set director... and proceeded to look on Facebook, my no. 1 stalk tool!

I did find him, but i wasn't sure if it was him... plus I was afraid I'd get a snooty answer since he is some big shot "director" (even if its just for the set lol). Then I found Peggy Casey, the set buyer and I thought she'd be more approachable plus she'd actually know where the covers came from. 

So one Facebook message later, her reply was "We had that bedding custom made. I suggest you find similar fabric and do the same. Thanks for liking it and good luck."

Damn! How do I even begin!?!? I did find a site that sells the fabrics, but I have no sewing affinity whatsoever. Heck, I even have a quilt-in-process thats still in process for the past 5 years!!

Recommend me a good tailor, one who is especially good at making quilt covers and pillow cases, anyone???????

Shame on you, Barisan Nasional! SHAME ON YOU!

As of now, I am ashamed to be called Malaysian. [If you haven't heard the news about the Perak State Assembly, go read about it now..]

The only real love I have for my country would be for its food. Would I die for my country, the land where my blood was first spilled, or so they say? Honestly? NO FUCKING WAY.

There are Americans who lose limbs and nearly their lives fighting for their country in the Middle East, yet they all say given the chance to do it again, they would. Even if it means being a cripple or dying. Thats patriotism for you.

Forcing us to go on a 3 month funcamp (as the Singaporeans would call it) or deathcamp (as I like to call it) called "National Service Camp" to improve our patriotism? NOT HAPPENING ANY FUCKING TIME SOON. As you can see, I haven't even bothered reporting for it. I value my life far too much to waste on a country that has given so little to me. Lets just see..

1. Education

I spent 7 years out of 11 years of basic education in a government school. It wasn't too bad. Then I got put into a private school. I don't really know if there was any difference, but the difference could clearly be seen in my sister. Private school education was far more superior once the government made the change to studying Maths & Sciences in English.

Then comes higher education. My parents have been slaving away their entire working lives to provide me with an education overseas. "Why overseas?" a classmate of mine, Ellie, asks. I told her, because back in Malaysia entrance to uni is based on the color of your skin and not merit. Hence it was a given since the day I was born that my folks had to slave away to start saving up money.

After i told her that she said she now appreciates how good life as an Aussie is, and that she always took school and uni and HECS (a government uni loan for ALL Aussies, not just the "white" ones) for granted but now she feels blessed that she wasn't born somwhere like Malaysia.

2. Politics

I am starting to become politically aware. Well, mainly because I am reaching the age where I am soon to be able to vote. I never really took general elections as a big thing before, and even here in Australia they have ads on TV telling you to go vote, and that your vote is a very very precioussssss thing.

Since last year, only have I realised the importance of a vote. Ever since my parents voted for the Opposition for the first time last year. Ever since my mom voted for some woman MP from PAS which I thought would never happen in her lifetime. Ever since the Opposition won big time. Ever since Obama became the first African-American President of the USA.

Sadly, recent events in Perak have really dissapointed me. From the illegal removal of the Menteri Besar and replacing him with a new MB from Barisan, who was NOT voted by te people of Perak, is an insult to democracy.

And just yesterday, Barisan have just did what they do best. They dragged out the Speaker from the Perak State Assembly and threw him out of the Dewan like a sack of potatoes. And they installed a new Speaker while he adjourned the the Assembly because the MP's he ordered to leave refused to leave.

So on one hand, I am highly ashamed and dissapointed because BN is making it seem that my vote is unimportant because they DON"T GIVE A SHIT about who the people want to represent them. It seems all they do give a shit about is BN WINS, no matter how illegal and how unscrupulous it may be. Which is a shame, because as for as I can remember my parents have always voted BN and i thought i would follow in their footsteps and do so too when my time comes. Now i know better.

On the other hand, now I am 100% sure that I will NOT VOTE FOR BARISAN NATIONAL in the next elections simply because I want to prove them wrong and that I want to believe in Democracy and that my vote still counts. Also, I would never vote for any coalition that has asshats from UMNO who go around shouting "Orang Cina balik ke Cina!" or "Balik India!"

To those asshats: "Hoi balik Indon lah! Balik ke Filipina lah!!" (Wiki it, thats where you people come from. You wanna play the" go back to your country" card?) The true princes of the soil of our country are the orang asli. All the rest of us are immigrants. So why should some immigrants lord it over the rest and claim it as theirs and theirs alone? Why can't we share the same status and identity because we are all on equal footing?

If I get proven wrong again, then should the oppurtunity come up where I have a choice to give up my Malaysian citizenship, then I shall do so with no regrets. This country has failed me one too many times, and I wish to no longer be associated with the shame carried along with being called Malaysian.

P/S: This makes you wonder, wtFUCK is our new Prime Minister doing about this? Oh wait, or is it his doing??!? Hmmm...

America: Land of the wasteful!

I just watched an episode of Oprah that showcases some American families who were wasteful, and underwent her challenge of living less for a week.

One particular family totally pissed me off! They were so wasteful, especially with food! The mom cooks like, 5 different meals for breakfast, lunch and dinner because their kids all want to eat different things! When they can't finish the meals, it all goes into the trash. And a lot of it goes into the trash. This is food. Proper, edible food thats being thrown away. World hunger is still a big issue these days, and we have American morons throwing away their food because "my kid's dont like my cooking" or "we dont ever eat leftovers!! Leftovers?? Ewwwww". Like WTF?!? These people need to grow up in a third world country to truly appreciate life.

I also believe that bad parents make bad children. The mom herself goes shopping every Tuesday of the week, eventhough the fridge is well stocked to probably last them for 3 months. How does she solve this problem of lack of fridge and cupboard space? She throws food out. The bitch (pardon the bad language but she really pissed me off) throws out all half-finished boxed stuff like cereal and biscuits, eventhough they're still good! She pours away bottles and bottles of soda from the fridge which have "lost their fizziness..which is around 3 days", yet buys the giant 2.5L bottles when they go shopping eventhough they NEVER finish them. She spends 200$ a week rebuying items that she just threw out! Good, not-even-close to expiry food as well!

If I were a parent I'd whack my kids around their head and make them eat whatever one meal I make!! "Oh? Whats this? Won't eat my veggies or red meat? You want to eat out??!! Get a freaking job then you can go eat out with the money you make! Or else just sit down, shut up and eat. If not, I'm sure the doggies would appreciate your share of the meal. I always knew i should've given birth to a peice of char siu rather than a useless kid like you! At least the char siu i can eat!"

I'm sorry, but food and wastage is a really touchy issue for me. I know I waste alot when I eat at the dining hall (thats because the food is like dog food =_=) but I also know that if I made all my meals, I would never NEVER throw food away unnecesarily. Its a shame that these are the very same people wailing "oh why am i soooo poor? why have i sooooo much debt??" and tossing their money into the bins while they at it. Americans. Go figure =_=.

Hya-ho~

Man I've been burning my eyeballs (literally! lack of blinking + computer glare) just oggling at the tons and TONS of AxisPowers Hetalia fanart on Aarinfantasy. 

How hottttttt is GermanyXPrussia?? They are my fave pair. Its like, smex + smex = TRIPLE SMEXXEHH because they get a bonus smex point for just being so sexxxay :P

They don't even have to be engaged in, uh, innapropriate action to make me buuuurn. All they have to do is be in the same picture frame and give that sexy glare simultanously. Or at each other.
♥has a joygasm♥

mmm... glare baby, glare!!

Ahh, that feels sooooo good!! (Going through the piccies, not the joygasm, perv! :D). I miss yaoi fangirling, i haven't done it since they got rid of Sex Pistols. I've missed it, and its like rediscovering a part of me thats gone asleep for some time... 

On another note, I started playing "Restaurant City" on Facebook. Its the most annoyingly addictive game there is. Proceed with caution! Don't say I didnt warn you!

PASTA~!!!!

Not that this post has anything to do with it lol..

Note this is going to be a rave post so if you wanna escape, do it now :P

I heard of Axis Powers Hetalia quite some time ago when reading Harlequinn's LJ and so I already knew it was a manga of sorts based on the Axis and Allies during the World Wars but personified the countries as real people. And boy did she rave about them. But because it was a manga I just couldnt be bothered.

Then some time ago i noticed on zomganime a catergory being aired called Axis Powers Hetalia. They've turned it into anime!! YAY!!!!!

It runs only for 5 minutes per episode so its great if you need to watch something fast and hilarious. It is so freaking funny, it had me laughing all the way to the end of the episode EVERY episode i watched (i think my housemate thinks i'm nuts, just giggling hysterically in my room).

In case you were wondering, why 'pasta' as my post title then? Thats because the main character, Veneziano aka North Italia (but often referred to as just Italia) is often shouting "pasta!" or wanting to eat pasta, or building giant pasta figures out of sand! :P He has an older brother, South Italia (often referred to by name, Romano). He looks exactly the same as Veneziano except he looks grumpier and has a different hair color. He doesnt do the pasta thing like Veneziano, but has been seen clutching a horde of tomatoes almost patriotically while threatening Germany. Both brothers are women loving, as expected of Italians :P. And both brothers are utterly useless. Hence the name "Hetalia". ("hetare" + Italia)

This should give you an idea of the immaturecomedy to be expected. This is during WW1 and Germany has just captured Italia (Veneziano) as a prisoner. Italia, being a more than happy prisoner, wrote a song for Germany...

"Germany, Germany, Germany is a great place
 They feed me even though I’m a prisoner
 The food doesn’t taste crappy like British stuff either
 Sausage, cheese it’s all so tasty!
 It's a heaven for dogs. That’s what Germany is!
 But why are all Germans so stern? I feel like I’m going to be crushed
 by their intimidation...
 My heart is so afraid and I’m going to cry. The girls are so big too...
 Is it your hobby to burst barrels of beer everyday?
 Also, please stop raiding my house in swarms. The tourists are way
 too scary.
 German chicks are bigger and better built than me. Yahoo!"

Germany promptly sends Italia home in a box. Ironically, thats how Germany found him too. In a box. Its hilarious. Go Axis Powers Hetalia!!!!

And if thats not enough incentive to watch, they boys are all bishie and its loads of material for the yaoi fangirl! See for yourself! 

the shit is turning cold...

Remember i was complaining about how my hair would stink like the sewers??

I actually managed to wash my hair one handedly! It took ages but i was determined not to go to the Red Party smelling like arse.

The Red Party was a bomb though. Bomb in a bad way. It turns out the only people there were the Medical students, I think June and I and Adrian (in his words, the party was "bullshit") were the only non-Med kids there. The thing I hate about Med kids is that they stick to their own damn cliques and have no interest whatsoever in getting to know other people. At least it was for charity. But who would cater for MY charity? :P

I guess this should prepare me for the bureaucracy of future hospital life. FUCK YOU M.D.'s!! VIVA LA ALLIED HEALTH~!!!! *waves middle finger*

Speaking of smelling like arse, i wasn't allowed to get my cut wound wet so i have done really well in not wetting that finger since Tuesday. Needless to say, I haven't been washing it since and now it really smells like arse.

Before this I used to wonder "OMG what died in here" or "Jeez that person has a f**kin stinky fart" whenever i smell a horrible sour-ish rotten-ish smell wafting. Now I realise its just my finger being too close too my nose. I hope the smell isnt actually coming from the wound itself, coz the idiot nurse didnt clean the cut before taping me up.

I was cutting an onion when the knife cut me so my fingers were covered in onion juice when they got taped up, resulting in the soury vinegar like stench. Thank god I wasnt cutting the pork, theres so much yuck stuff in raw pork (swine flu! wtf) i think i wouldve screamed at the nurse if she had just taped me up then without disinfecting.

But anyways i am contemplating washing the finger and trying really hard to avoid that thin line of healing flesh. I cant take the smell anymore!!!

This is why I *bleep*ing hate ONIONS!

Today, after Jap class i got back starving and decided to have Yakisoba.

So there i was happily chopping away at the vegetables... and then the onion.

I was slicing half an onion lengthwise into half, and then half of that half at a 45 degree angle. Only the onion slipped, and the knife embedded itself at a 45 degree angle into my left index finger.

I pulled out the knife and examinied my fingers coz i thought i cut them all but it turns out only one finger was bleeding so i rinsed it. But the blood didnt stop. I put a tissue on it and applied pressure. But when i removed it after a while the blood continued gushing out. So my housemate attempted to put a Band-Aid on it...only there was so much blood that it kinda slipped off and blood was oozing out of it anyways. Surprisingly i was pretty calm throughout ie: not screaming my head off.

So i thought maybe its hightime i go see a doctor... maybe I need stitches? So i got my butt over to the Uni's clinic. I think then was when the shock (and the throbbing pain in my finger!) kicked in and i broke down crying at the clinic and the receptionist laughed at me wtf!!! WHERE ARE YOUR WORK ETHICS??? Yalah yalah i know its amusing to see a wailing girl have snot literally drip down her face onto her chin... but even still... at least the nurse knew how to do her job and was comforting and did not laugh at me >.>....

So yeah, now I'm all patched up, no stitches thank goodness :D. But she said i have to keep the wound dry for 3 days. 3 FREAKING DAYS. How am I gonna wash my hair????? How am i gonna go for that Red Party on Thursday with my hair smelling like a sewer?? 

whoops

Today i punched Roger haha.

It was by accident i swear!! At first he was having a go at my height so i pretended to give him a punch. But the second time he had a go i turned around and swung my fist at him (again, another pretend punch)

Only this time it landed square in his stomach. OMG. I was super sorry okay!! This is like the second stupid accident that happened (like the time i emptied a cup of Coke over his head it was a total accident ok dont judge me i have no brains!!!!) omg wtf am i like this.

And while i was profusely apologizing i briefly touched his elbow and he yanked away like i had leprosy or something. At first I thought he was sore at me for really hitting him. Then again I wondered maybe he's so disgusted by me he can't stand me touching him.

Any other day 2 years ago I wouldve been crushed. But suprisingly I'm fine. OK so I care a teensy weensy bit,  care enough to write this post. But at least I'm making progress :).

Now, if only I can stop making stupid accidental events from happening especially those that seem on purpose... I have no maliciuous intent ok??!!?? (or is this internal subconcious evilness manifesting itself??)

sigh. i need to go and get fucked. literally. D:

"Potong Stim"

What a downer!!! I was sooooooooo looking forward to going out tonight and getting my kicks. I even have my nails painted a bright shade of red, dammit!

Good on ya, Ty, for FFK-ing us (mainly ME) at the last minute. 

Roger asked if i wanted to go with them (John + Brendan + etc?) and watch some band perform at Bar on the Hill. First thought :

"Nah. John is there. *shudder*" So I lied and said "Nah. Ive got work" (I really need to be more creative with my excuses).

Second thought:

"Hmm. Rock Band. Rock band = lotsa boys. Oooh. I was gonna go out tonight anyway..." So I asked what time. Ooh. 9pm. Is it free? NO? 25 bucks??!!?? (plus theres no guarantee I'd be getting any, when John being there will make me feel uber paranoid, and what Roger might think, which i shud seriously stop giving a shit about)

Crap.

Thats why I am spending another Saturday night posting here, watching Bride & Prejudice and eating instant noodles instead of living life.

Fuck My Life!!!

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together~

How good is Across the Universe?

Admittedly when i first saw the file on the good old Uni network, i thought it was some crappy sci-fi show aimed at nerdy boys who liked drooling over Princess Leia's golden bikini, and passed it over. Then i read on Aud Ooi's  blog about how good the soundtrack was (its the Beatles, the Beatles!!!!) i decided to give it a go.

And  I was hooked the moment they sang "All My Loving". And I loveloveloved "I Wanna Hold Your Hand".

And I wont be forgetting Bono's singing of one of my favourite (although odd-ish) Beatles song, I Am The Walrus!!! GOO GOO GA JOOB~!

My face is breaking out. I am super unhappy. Its like, instead of getting better after eating the Pill my face is getting worse. I wonder why? Is it because i'm using a generic thats half the price of the original which did wonders (yah they must have used some cheapass fillers thats breaking me out D:)?? Or maybe more stress overall?

Or lack of poo-poo?? Hahaha.

What a disaster!

I've been absolutely hating groupwork this year.

Yesterday's food lab preso SUCKED majorly. I wondered if i let it show on my face the distaste and annoyment i felt while the others were presenting. My part worked out fine at least, i covered what i needed to cover without getting sidetracked.

My group got butchered by Surinder after that,  getting asked questions based on homg stupid comments and statements made by some of my groupmates (one of them in particular).

Sometimes i got pretty annoyed when i suggest logical changes and she shoots them down based solely on the fact that SHE feels its too big a change or because she feels its not right but doesnt provide the evidence to back it up (HAH i am starting to sound like Surinder, "where is the evidence? where is the evidence!!??!!). And it sucks that rather than just getting the bad mark for herself it affects the whole group.

Part of our course is to learn from reflection. I hope she reflects on this for for chrissakes dont try to be a smartass by making shit comments like "I know most Australians do not like to eat fish" (BAM got shot down by Surinder INSTANTLY) and shooting off comments of the top of her head like "uh... we removed sardines which are high in sodium and chose a lower salt fish" (homg since when, WHEN have sardines become a high salt fish???? when have any kind of fish become high salt unless its been processed)

Part of my reflection is to grow a pair of balls, and provide some, uh, "constructive" (if i can help it) critiscm in order to help the group. And myself.

And start making new friends coz heaven forbid I'm stuck in a rut with this lot till the end of the year and i do not want to fail subjects based on shitty presos. D:

new shoes?

I think i need a pair of fuck-me heels.

Coz my only pair of heels are so over-used, i dont want them to die out on me just yet. They are'nt remotely sexy either, just formal. And recently to my horror, i realised if you try hard enough u can get upskirt views by looking in the reflection of the mirror piece stuck to the front. Omg no more granny panty wearing >A<

I'ms sure if my podiatrist were reading this, he come and whack some sense into me with a crushed foot model ("The bunions, you silly girl, think of your bunions when you're ooooooold *whack whack*) Its bad enough i didnt wear my orthotics today, and got a blister from wearing prettier shoes HAHA serves me right.

I should prob stop sleeping too late. Apparently, and its scientifically proven, sleeping late or not enough sleep makes you fatter. So there. New info! Who says reading my usual rubbish is not educational???

I just need to zoom and write up a little speechie for my food lab preso tmr. Goodnite.

And if you're wondering why I have been intensely blogging, don't expect it to last. As they say in Malay, its all "hot hot chicken shit". :D :D :D!

And from your lips, she drew the Hallelujah...

YAY my mid-sem exam for clinical nutrition is finally over!!

Commence rational, less-stressed thinking!!! wheee~~!

First off. The other night I ranted to Simon about my sexual frustrations (Come to think of it, it was also prob due to the stress coz now my libido is like, negative 50. Not even the slightest bit horny. It's prob the Pill kicking in) and he suggested I go over to Adelaide and we shag, since he wants it and I want it.

Haha omg at the time it was so tempting! Brain was confused between yes and no but Sex Drive was saying yessssssss all the way!! At that point I was so up for it, i was checking out flight prices to Adelaide (should've been studying, but procrastination is my forte)

*headdesk*

But now that my head is clear, i dont think i want to pay so much money to go to another state just to have sex with a guy. there just isnt enough pro's for me to go to Adelaide compared to Melbourne.

Hooray for rational thinking :D

I also ranted to Chrissy about it and told him about the whole Adelaide thing and now i think he thinks i'm some sort of cheap slut. (｡＞0＜｡)

Secondly. i am so so so so so in love with Jeff Buckley's Hallelujah song. Oh my god his voice. Is. So. Heartbreakingly. Heartbreaking.

And he was beautiful. I say was because, well, he's dead （ｉДｉ）

Like a Virgin

Only that i'm not being touched for the very first time.

Make that not being touched at all.

Yes, its official. In the land of Oz, i am the last remaining virgin (ooh cherry red for an unpopped cherry!) among my friends. It sucks that we started out on the same level but now they've gone where i havent gone before, so to speak.

Not that i mind much or anything... but i'm beginning to wonder if there is something physically or psychologically wrong with me? I mean, do i have an extra arm sticking out the crack of my arse that i'm not aware of? Do i scream murderous thoughts out in my sleep? OR WORSE, can people actually hear my often preverted and strange thoughts out loud when i'm staring into space??

Or is it because i weird guys out when they catch me staring at their crotch region most of the time (god, i am depraved ( ￣っ￣) ... ) hey i am short OK its not my fault that it "so happens" to be in my line of sight!

is my left hand going to be my only lover?? (man do i sound like a man!) will i end up as the 50-year old virgin?? FOREVER??

AND EVER!!!??!!?!!! *dundundun ominous sound effect!*

Hajimete no post~

I stopped blogging on LJ because too many "unwanted" people were reading my posts.

And talking about them behind my back. Or worse, making half-assed assumptions and then asking me about them. =_=

I actually like the Ameba blogs but the prob was there were too many Google ads and then the only people who could possibly find th "comment" button would be Pris coz its all in Japanese.

I also miss all the cute emoticons too (｡＞0＜｡)

But i'll get used to this. Eventually.